I feel like crap right now. I am leaveing tomorrow morning at 7 AM and then I got to Ohio and stay for a 2 and half hour layover. Then I go to Tulsa where my parnets will pick me up and such.
I found out Kristin's due date is in January. I am glad I am finally getting over her. She said that she making all her friends including me "god parnets" I said it is totally bull shit.
Jesse came home very late so again we couldn't play poker.
I found out there is a HUGE anime store here, I asked my Uncle if he could take me and he said no :(
This Summer I actally have a bunch of plans. Little Tyree said that I am going to St. Louis for 4th of July. My dad loves going there, I am sick of it. Wednesday I am going to OKC to the mall ^___^ The only mall I have gone to here is a rich ass clothing one and only for 30 minutes. In July I of course have my surgery for my lower jaw. August I have some art class thing my mom signed me up for. I was upset at first, but I am sure it will be slightly fun. At the end of August, before school starts back up, I will more than likely go to Sister's like I always do. I miss baby Alexis, she is so damn cute
I am finally getting around to add entries to my 5 journals so yeah here I am. If you didn't know I am in Florida now with my Aunt and Uncle. There is a guy named Jesse, he is 19, that I can hang out with. One of the first days I was here I went swiming with him and I got a damn sunburn.
My Uncle is on the phone talking about his new car that broke the first week I was here. I am getting sick of him talking about it all the time.
I am hanging with my old Digimon friends. Who to my surprize are all a lot older than me.
So now my oldest friend is 34 Oo;
I wanted to make a good long entry,but my neck and head ache so I will continue this tomorrow.
School is coming to a end soon. I am really happy. I can't wait to go to Flordia and maybe even California. If I am really lucky I may get to see JAX! ^___^
I have been reading her journal a lot again and I really enjoyed the last few entries. Last one I read was about her religon. She saids she doesn't have formal religon and kinda makes up her own. She worships several gods from many diff religons.
Ever since highschool when I learned Wicca and such I have wanted to study religon, not just Christianity, but all of them. I believe it will help me better understand the world which is one of my many life goals.
As my own religon I am not sure what it is. I change my mind all the time. I would like to believe evoltion is right, but I still pray and I still go to church and stuff. I am worried if I say I don't believe in God and such my friends will stop talking to me and that the church would stop letting me go. I would go mad if I wasn't able to go.
I have gone in and out of wanting to quit Youth because of this. I feel I am mocking the church by going there. I talked to Kadin about this he saids I should still go if I have fun and I enjoy it.
Today is my brother's 34th birthday. Mother and me have tried to get ahold of him to give him our wishes, but nothing has seemed to work.
I saw my former friend/crush Stephanie. It looks like she is pregnant.
When I was walking home from school the other day I decide that I do want a birthday-thing for my 16th one. Before my mom would ask me if I wanted to and I would just say that I don't have enough friends. I am not sure what we will do, but I really want one this year
I had some free time so I felt like posting a entry. I went to Bryan B's graduation a week or two ago *forgot* It was pretty good, beside that part when that girl broke down and cried....
I also went to Springfield, MO to visit my sister and such. We stayed at a pretty nice hotel with 6 floors and ate a really nice place for Mother's Day.
I rented The House of Flying Daggers last night. I really enjoyed it. I also saw Samurai Champloo (Which I love now), Alien Planet, and the end of Metropolis(sp).
Mother and me are going to watch a movie today. I have several movies I would like to see.
There is more I should talk about and I will do that later...
I so need to update my other journals. Just too lazy to copy & paste them I guess. Found out the surgery is July 11 :).
I lost my fucking glasses WHERE ARE YOU DAMNIT! Oddly I ordered a new pair on Friday and should get here within the week.
Bryan I guess broke up with Randi or w/e. I thinking I am starting to get good friends with Hollie! Everyone has been talking about the prom. Made me start thinking about next year's one. The one my mom will die if I don't go. I was thinking I would be NICE to go, but it is just not me. I remember those 6-8th grade dances...Just watching Derrick and Krystina dance with their so-called loves at the time. I would just watch their drinks and hold their jackets. There is 2 or 3 girl I would be happy to go with, but Brittney(sp) I guess tops the list. She is nice, likes anime, not too skinny and not too fat. Oddly she is what I picture myself as a girl Oo; Haven't told Jax about that I am kinda thinking about going to prom. I think she will be like my mom and MAKE me go. I wonder if she went to hers.
Anyway I called my list of numbers. Summer is sick, Jayme moved, Meredith, Kristen, Hollie, and of course Jax didn't answer. I didn't bother to call Randy.
I have been wonder where Koshi is. I am starting to get worried
Not much going on. I found out who the Drama/Debate officers are for next year. I am really happy that Amber is the Pres. and Dugan is the Vice Pres. I am surprized that Luke isn't anything this year tho.
I got yet another email from Jax which was pretty awesome.
Cable One suck major ass! I have been w/o internet for 1 and 3/4 days! They finally fixed it sometime when I was at school.
In History we are starting a HUGE project that will take place of the test. I am a little worried, but I am sure I will do swell!
I am so happy that I got a e-mail from Jax! That much is going on besides that. I have been readying April's and her sister's journal lately...A huge change from Lady Jax's.
My good friend Koshi is "engaged" to her "love" James-butt. I used to really find him annoying. I STILL find him really annoying XD;;. Just kidding. Koshi said I could even be the best man! Woot!
B-man now is back with his ex-girlfriend Randi! (I think it is sexy whenever girls replace the y with an i) Pi-chan seems to be sad about the Pope finally died, but I don't give a fuck.
I am upset about Mitch Hedberg dieing though... He kicked ass. Well laterz dudeds
I have decide to start using all of my journals (xanga, pitas, LJ, diaryland) So welcome to the begining of the Mattatude Era no I mean Mattanoisc Era!!
Hello my dear friends. It is time for another issue of the Mattatude Times! Everything is going pretty normal. Kristen hasn't been answering my phone calls. Slivermane seems to dislike me now and Jax is rarely online and when she is I'm not.
Good Ol' Koshi seems to be going through something. She been WANTING to go fellowship with Miako. Which I find rather odd. School has been crappy on someday and uber great on others.
In my spare time I have been playing a very enjoyable game called Tales of Phantasia also known as ToP. I am about 30ish now and near a really big boss. I have been going through an emulator phase. I have nearly every Nintendo system. Besides GCN that is. I also have PSX and been trying to get PS2.
In anime I have been watching FMA of course and Inu-yasha. I WOULD be watching YYH, but they fucking had to start from the beginning. I sadly did get to see the final epi. of DBGT. Yesterday I bought Volume 4 of xxxHolic and Tsubasa, but I haven't finished reading them yet.
Last Saturday I went to a anime/gamer party to celebrate a holiday called Winter-something-ish. *forget what it was called* Well anyway I stay there for about 12 hours. We watch several animes and had a snow capture-the-flag fight. Logan's girlfriend, who is pretty attractive, made everyone breakfast. Well later that night when we were watching Akira Brian ,not to be confused with my best friend, was cuddling with Jessica. They both are single so I think they start going out. Everyone saids she likes him. After that we played poker and I got 2nd place. ^^ Besides all that crap, nothing is going on in my life. Sayonara ^_^V
Sorry I haven't posted in so very long....Kristen and I are kinda back together....Thanksgiving was crappy, Christmas was pretty good. Last month or so was this journal 1 year thingy. Woooo! Um...yeah...all right....*cough*
Tuesday, September 21, 2004 Death, Birth, and Rebirth
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. On Sept. 16 my sister had her baby. They name her Alexis and she weighed 8 lbs. and 11 oz. She was also 20" long.
Koshi and I are friends again ^^, but I my very first chat friend got mad at me and doesn't want to talk to me again. I could really care less. Jax and I are really starting to get close.
